MoosterIna

This is pretty good. I live in North Hollywood, well lived (i got a new apartment like 15mins away). I don't have much, but I have enough, Friends, Sister, and Father, couldn't ask for more. I'm up and running to find a job almost anywhere in L.A. I like this girl but I'm not sure she's good for me or even at my level. but she keeps a smile on my face. There's some weird feeling, i feel like. but only when she asks me something, like as to why I'm in a certain state, or why i don't want to talk. My broken family has never been stronger and my skin has never been thicker. I've learn how to check out people before the use me, i learn not to tru

Sweet sharp. swifts across. I can feel it over me. I can feel it taking over me. I have no power against it. Cold running down me. The feel of relief. All i can think of. Cut more and more and more.

god! can you really blame me for doing it! im sorry just im to deep! im shaking with fear.. i need help and you are doing nothing.. you know im hurting! you know all my thoughts and yet you stand there and do nothing! how many hits can i take before im gone! and end of the day! im not to blame for what has happen! but yours! the only thing i took! was your blame!